When I had first started seeing the changelings again, I attributed it to the stress of discovering my past. They seemed hallucinations, nightmares, or no more than a figment of my imagination, but then the real creatures showed up and left their signs behind. They were taunting me: an orange peel on the middle of the dining room table; an open bottle of beer on top of the television; cigarette butts burning in the garden. Or things went missing. My chrome-plated piano trophy from the statewide competition. Photographs, letters, books. I once heard the fridge door slam shut at two in the morning when we were all asleep, went downstairs and found a baked ham half-eaten on the countertop. Furniture that hadnt been moved in ages suddenly appeared next to open windows. On Christmas Eve, at my mothers house, the younger children thought they heard reindeer tramping on the roof, and they went outside to investigate. Twenty minutes later, the breathless kids came back in, swearing they had seen two elves hopping away into the woods. Another time, one of them crawled through a gap no bigger than a rabbit hole under a gate in our backyard. When I went outside to catch it, the creature was gone. They were becoming brazen and relentless, and I wanted only for them to go away and leave me at peace.

"Always." I smiled and handed her my cup. The second she vanished, I saw what had driven the animals mad. There on the street, in the broad light of Sunday morning, two of the devils zigzagged across the neighborhood lawns. One of them limped along as she ran, and the other, a mouselike monster, beckoned her to hurry. The pair stopped when they saw me on the porch, two houses away, and stared directly at me for an instant. Wretched creatures with hideous holes for eyes, bulbous heads on their ruined bodies. Caked with dirt and sweat. From downwind, I could smell the feral odor of decay and musk. The one with the limp pointed a bony finger right at me, and the other quickly led her away through the gap between houses. Tess returned with the coffee too late to see them go, and once the creatures disappeared, the dogs quieted, settled back in their kennels, and relaxed their chains.

"Is your mommy or daddy home? Im looking for someone who lives around here. Do you know the Blakes house?"

Mrs. Blake had an ageless charm, a physical presence and manner that put others right at ease. To gain this interview, I had lied to her, told her that I had gone to high school with her son Brian and that our class was organizing a reunion, tracking down classmates who had moved away. At her insistence, we chatted over a lunch she had prepared, and she gave me the full update on Brian, his wife and two children, all that he had accomplished over the years. Our egg-salad sandwiches lasted longer than her report, and I attempted to steer the conversation around to my ulterior motive.

"Not jealous, Tess. We happened to be there, and I was simply trying to help him trace his family tree. Find his grandfather."

"But why didnt Brian just go ask his mother?"

"I dont know." I took a sip. "Little monsters."

"I dont know what set those dogs off. Mass hysteria, a figment of their doggy brains? A mouse and a bat? A couple of kids."

"Brian used to tell me pretty wild family stories," I said. "About the Ungerlands, I mean, the German ones."

"Everyone has a mother. She lives right here in town. Still does, I think. You can tell her how jealous you were."

After hearing the true story of Gustav, it is no wonder that I remembered so little from those days. I had been locked inside my own mind with mu九*九*藏*书*网sic as my only means of self-expression. Had I not been stolen, I would never have lived among the changelings, never had the chance to become Henry Day. And had I not changed places with the boy, I would never have known Tess, never had a child of my own, and never found my way back to this world. In a way, the changelings gave me a second chance, and their reappearance—the break-in at our home, the encounter in California with Edward, the pair dashing across the lawn—was both a threat and a reminder of all that was at stake.

Buried to her neck in fallen leaves, she stared straight ahead without blinking, and the third time I passed her I realized she was a doll. Another had been lashed with a red jump rope to a tree trunk nearby, and dismembered arms and legs poked up at odd angles from the long, unmowed grass. At the end of a string tied to a chokecherry limb, a head hung and rotated in the breeze, and the headless body was stuffed into the mailbox, anticipating Saturdays postman. The masterminds behind this mayhem giggled from the porch when I stopped the car in front of their house, but they looked almost catatonic as I walked up the sidewalk.

She sat back in her chair, sorting through her memories. "It is a sad, sad story, that family."

"A witch, actually ... Im so sorry, Eileen. About both your husbands, I mean."

"Henry, what are you talking about? I dont smell a thing."

"They came over from Germany, right?"

"Gustav?" I shouted after her.

"About the Ungerlands? Where did you get the list?"

Fortunately, I had Tess and Edward to keep me grounded. A delivery truck pulled into our cul-de-sac on my birthday, and Edward, at the window, shouted, "Its here, its here!" They insisted that I remain in the bedroom with the shades drawn until my gift could be brought into the house, and I dutifully complied, mad with love at my sons jumpy exuberance and Tesss sexy, knowing smile. On the bed in darkness, I closed my eyes, wondering if I deserved such love in return, worrying that it might be stolen should the truth ever be revealed.

"Idiot? What do you mean, idiot?"

"Let me think, yes, there was the mama, and the papa, another poor man. Abram was his name. And the brothers. I dont know anything about the older one; he died in the Civil War at Gettysburg. But there was Josef who was a bachelor until he was pushing fifty, and then theres the idiot brother, the youngest one. Such a sad family."

"Its the best gift—"

"Shes a witch, mister." The older sister may have been around ten, stick-thin and raven-haired, with dark circles around her eyes. If anyone would know about witches, it was this one. "Why do you want to go see a witch, mister?"

"Sad? In what way?"

"I went to Catholic elementary school and only met Brian in ninth grade. What was he like growing up?"

"Monsters?"

An elegant woman with a thick mane of white hair swung open the door. Dressed simply in crisp linen, she stood tall and erect in the doorway, her eyes bright and searching, and welcomed me into her home. "Henry Day, any trouble finding the place?" New England echoed faintly in her voice. "Come in, come in."

"Its haunted," said the younger sister. She lacked two front teeth and spoke with a lisp.

Something had to be done about my old friends.

I had been one of them. My son had met one face-to-face on the other side of the country, and there was no telling to what lengths they would go to follow us. The changelings had come for Edward that night years before, and by going downstairs I had scared them藏书网 off. But they would be back. They were watching us, waiting for my son. He would not be safe as long as they prowled near our home. Edward would not be safe with them in the world. Once they fixed on a child for the change, he was as good as gone. I could not let Edward from my sight, and took to locking our doors and latching our windows every evening. They circled around my imagination, infected my rest. The piano offered my sole relief. By composing, I hoped to steady my sanity. False start followed false start. I struggled to keep those two worlds separate.

An invasion of sumac and overgrown boxwood obscured Asterisk Way. When the car began to scrape hedges on both sides, I got out and walked. Half-hidden houses were scattered along the route, and last on the left was a weathered foursquare with BLAKE on the mailbox. Obscured by the shrubs, a pair of bare legs flashed in front of me, racing across the yard, and then a second someone rustled through the bushes. I thought the horrid little sisters had followed me, but then a third movement in the brush unsettled me. I reached for my car keys and nearly deserted that dark place, but having come so far, I knocked on the front door.

"So, Mrs. Ungerland ..."

"Henry, I dont believe a word youre saying."

"As mayor of this city," I intoned, "Id like my distinguished son to join me in the honors." We cut the ribbon together and swung open the door.

She put her cool hand on my forehead. "Are you feeling okay, Henry? You dont seem yourself today."

"But I looked her up in the phone book."

"Im not," I said. "Maybe I should go back to bed."

Total silence gave me away.

Everyone has an unnameable secret too dire to confess to friend or lover, priest or psychiatrist, too entwined at the core to excise without harm. Some people choose to ignore it; others bury it deep and lug it unspoken to the grave. We mask it so well that even the body sometimes forgets the secret exists. I do not want to lose our child, and I do not want to lose Tess. My fear of being found out as a changeling and rejected by Tess has made a secret of the rest of my life.

"Cheb? That was nine years ago. Is that what you were doing? What possessed you to investigate the Ungerlands?"

"Things?"

"Well, you shouldnt be. I married Mr. Blake for his money, God rest his soul. And as for Mr. Ungerland, he was much, much older than I, and he was ..." She pointed to her temple with a long, thin finger.

At every stage of his life—from the day he was born through grade school—Brian Ungerland looked as if he could be my son. His resemblance to Edward was uncanny, the same features, posture, even the way they ate corn on the cob or threw a ball. As we paged through the album, my conviction increased with each image.

"Cant you smell their awful odor?Like someone just ran over a skunk."

I felt faint, paralyzed, destroyed. I crawled off the sofa, out the front door, all the way home and into bed. If we made our good-byes, they evaporated quickly in the residual shock of her story.

Tess sat on the edge of the bed, shaking my shoulder. I was drenched with sweat, and though I felt hotter than hell, she said I was clammy and cold. "Youve had a bad dream. Its okay, its okay." I buried my face on her breast and she stroked my hair and rocked me until I gained my full senses. For a moment, I did not know where I was, did not know who I was now or ever.

To rouse me from deep slumber the next morning, Tess fixed a pot of hot coffee and a late breakfast of eggs and biscuits, which I devoured like a famished child. I was sapped of all st99lib.netrength and will, confounded by the news of Gustav as an idiot savant. Too many ghosts in the attic. We sat on the veranda in the cool morning, swapping sections of the Sunday newspaper. I pretended to read, but my mind was elsewhere, desperately trying to sort through the possibilities, when a ruckus arose in the neighborhood. Dogs started howling one by one as something passed in front of their homes, a chain reaction of maddening intensity.

"Did he tell you about Opa Josef? His grandpa Joe? Of course, Brian was still a baby when he passed away, but I remember him. He was a crazy loon. They all were."

Still enamored with the new machine days later, I returned with Edward from kindergarten to an empty and quiet house. I gave him a snack, turned on Sesame Street, and went to my studio to work. On the organ keyboard sat a single sheet of folded paper with a yellow sticky note affixed to the surface. "Lets discuss!" she had scribbled. She had found the passenger list with the names of all the Ungerlands, which I had hidden and locked up aim papers; I could only imagine how it wound up in Tesss hands.

"Wheres Edward?"

I shivered in her embrace.

The room began to feel unusually warm, and my stomach churned. My head hurt.

"Was it that mean old Mrs. Ungerland? You need to concentrate on whats important and stop chasing after whats past. Dont you know, its you I love. And always have."

"This is all ancient history, Tess. I ran into him at Oscars when we were engaged. I told him we were going to Germany, and he asked me if I had the time could I stop by the National Archives and look up his family. When I didnt find them there, I thought maybe his people were from someplace else, so I asked Father Hlinka when we were in Cheb. He found them. No big deal."

She looked over her shoulder, scrunched up her face, found the name in her memory. "No, no ...Joe. Crazy Joe Ungerland is Brians grandfather. Of course, theyre all crazy in that family, even the mother."

"I gived my allowances," Edward said.

"In Cheb. Remember Father Hlinka?"

The small organ was not new or elaborate, but it was beautiful from the love given. And it would prove enough for me to approximate the sounds I was after. Edward fiddled with the stops, and I took Tess aside and asked how she could afford such a luxury.

She bent over the photo album and flipped through to the front of the book. She pointed to a middle-aged man in a gray fedora. "Theres my husband, Harry—thats crazy Joes son. He was so old when we married and I was just a girl." Then she pointed to a wizened figure who looked as if he was the oldest man in the world. "Gustav." For a brief moment, I thought that would be me, but then I realized the old man in the photograph was no relation at all. Beneath him there was a scratched image of an elderly woman in a high collar. "La belle dame sans merci. Gone well before my time, but were it not for his mother holding things together, that would have been the end of the Ungerlands. And then we wouldnt be sitting here today, would we?"

She looked perplexed by my question. "At my mothers, dont you remember? Hes spending the weekend. Whats wrong with you?"

She picked up the passenger list and her eyes scanned it to the end. "Thats incredible. When did you ever talk to Brian Ungerland?"

"Are you going to gobble her up?" the smaller one asked.

I embraced them both and held tight, overcome by fortune, and then I sat down and played from Bachs The Art of the Fugue, lost again to time.

"There was Crazy Joe, my father-in-law. He lived with us when we w藏书网ere first married, ages ago. We kept him in a room off the attic. Oh, he must have been ninety, maybe one hundred years old, and he would rant and rave about things that werent there. Spooks, things like that, as if something were coming to get him, poor dear. And muttering about his younger brother, Gustav, claiming that he wasnt really his brother at all and that the real Gustav had been stolen away by der Wechselbalgen. Changelings. My husband said it was because of the sister. If I remember, the sister died on the passage over from Germany, and that plunged the whole family into grief. And they never recovered. Even Josef, still imagining spirits after all those years."

"Call me Eileen. I havent been Mrs. Ungerland for years. Not since my first husband passed away. And then the unfortunate Mr. Blake met with his strange accident with the pitchfork. They call me the black widow behind my back, those awful children."

"Were you that jealous of Brian? Because honestly, thats a little crazy, dont you think?"

I put one foot on the next step. "Because Im a goblin."

Tess stood and peered down the street both ways but saw nothing. "I cant stand it," she said. "Im going inside until they knock it off. Can I freshen your coffee?"

"Did you figure out what all the commotion was about?"

"But," I stammered, "but how did they manage to go on after so much misfortune?"

As I drifted off to sleep, the changelings haunted my dreams. A dozen crept out of the woods, stepping out from behind each tree. They kept on coming, a band of hollow children, surrounding my home, advancing toward the doors and windows. Trapped inside, I raced from floor to floor and looked out through peepholes and from behind curtains as they silently marched and assembled in a ring. I ran down the hall to Eddies room, and he was a baby again, curled up in a ball in his crib. I shook him to wake him up and run with me, but when the child rolled over, he had the face of a grown man. I screamed and locked myself in the bathroom. From the tiny window I could see the monsters begin to climb up the porch rails, scale the walls like spiders, their evil faces turned to me, menace and hatred in their glowing eyes. Windows were shattered in other rooms; the glass exploding and hitting the floor in an oddly gentle crescendo. I looked into the mirror, saw my reflection morph into my father, my son, Gustav. Behind me in the mirror, one of the creatures rose and reached out its claws to wrap around my neck.

"Thats not what they call it nowadays, but back then, thats what they said. They went on and on about how wonderfully he could play the piano, but it was all a trick of the mind. He was what they would call an idiot savant. Gustav was his name, poor child. Could play like Chopin, Josef claimed, but was otherwise quiet and extremely introverted. Maybe he was autistic, if they had such a thing back then."

The blood rushed to my head and I began to feel faint.

I stepped toward her, wanting to enfold her in my arms, desperate to end the conversation. "Tess, Ive always told you the truth."

"Or maybe highly strung. But after the incident with the so-called changelings, he even stopped playing the piano and completely withdrew, never said another word for the rest of his life, and he lived to be an old nun too. They say the father went mad when Gustav stopped playing the music and started to let the world just drift right by. I went out to see him once or twice at the institution, poor dear. You could tell he was thinking something, but Lord only knows. As if he went off to live in his own little world.九九藏书 He died when I was still a young newlywed. That was about 1934, I think, but he looked older than Moses."

"Two things running through the neighborhood,"

"Are you sure were not talking about Gustav Ungerland?"

"Ever since San Francisco," she said, "or maybe since Czechoslovakia, Ive been wanting to do this for you. A penny here, a dollar there, and a woman who drives a hard bargain. Eddie and I found it for sale at an old church up in Coudersport. Your mom and Charlie put us over the top, you should know, but we all wanted you to have it. I know its not perfect, but—"

Her face brightened, and she stood up so quickly that I thought she would topple over. "Would you like to see pictures?"

"His mother? I didnt know he had a mother."

She blew her bangs out of her eyes. "What do you mean, where did I get it? You left it on the sideboard by the phone. The question is: Where did you get it?"

"Can you girls help me? I seem to be lost," I said from the bottom step. The older girl draped a protective arm across her sisters shoulder.

"Youre kidding." She crossed her arms and shook her head. "She remarried years ago when Brian was in high school. Let me think. Her name is Blake, Eileen Blake. And shed remember the grandfather. He lived till he was a hundred, and she used to talk about that crazy old man all the time." Giving up, she headed for the staircase.

They both grinned from ear to ear. The older sister directed me to look for a turn before the next street corner, a hidden alleyway that was really a lane. "Its called Asterisk Way," she said, "because its too small to have a real name."

The front door swung open with a screech and banged shut, and for a dark moment the thought danced through my mind that they had come for Edward. I dashed to the front door just as Tess inched her way into the dining room, arms laden with groceries. I took a few bags to lighten her load, and we carried them into the kitchen and danced around each other in a pas de deux, putting food away. She did not seem particularly concerned about anything other than the canned peas and carrots.

"Im going to gobble her up and spit out the bones. You can come by on Halloween night and make yourself a skeleton." They turned and looked at each other, smiling gleefully.

"Im going to start calling you Crazy Henry Day... You could have asked me all about this. Look, if youre so interested, why dont you go tall Brians mother? Eileen Blake." At the top of the stairs, she leaned over the railing, her long blonde hair falling like Rapunzels. "Its sweet you were so jealous, but you have nothing to worry about." She flashed her crooked smile .ml set free my worries. "Tell the old girl I said hello."

"Dont worry about the cost. Just play the music, baby."

"The same way that all of us do. The same way that I went on after losing two husbands and Lord knows all thats happened. At some point, you have to let go of the past, son. Be open to life to come. Back in the sixties, when everybody was lost, Brian used to talk about going off to find himself. He used to say, Will I ever know the real me? Will I ever know who I am supposed to be? Such foolish questions beg straight answers, dont you think, Henry Day?"

When we were done, she brushed imaginary dust from her palms. "Did you get my note?"

Edward bounded up the stairs and hammered on the closed door. Grabbing my arm with his two small hands, he pulled me to the studio. A great green bow stretched across the door, and with a curtsey, Tess presented me with the scissors.