I mean when youre feeling bad youre glad to be alive.
Yes Ive had it for a very long time too.
What?
Did you find the scene disgusting?
People are frightened.
Intolerably angry for short periods.
Various circumstances requiring my attention.
Ive heard that.
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Scrumptious.
And the myriad flower stalls with their bursting sun-dapple. . . of the rainbow. . . good God. I read about it. In Die Welt.
What is the motivation?
Ready again to send his Son to die for us.
A week later she applied for a post in Warsaw.
Will it rain again again?
Time to go.
Have you tried any of the others?
Its all been carefully considered.
Colder weather coming and then warmer.
Im not into disgust.
I rehearsed the argument with him.
Wake up one dark night with a kiss in your eye.
Yes Ive had self-respect.
Until the scaring bell rang.
Why hasnt anyone had the simple decency?
Thats one way of looking at it.
What?
Ways of dealing with them when they dont want you.
You questioning what I swear by?
Strung out like that along the hedges.
Give you a shirtful of sore tit.
Havent made up my mind.
Unable to take him seriously at any level.
Nobody ever died of it.
Simple, honest, generous feelings.
What were we eating?
A little forest or a night of dancing.
Large piece of white plaster fell off the wall then.
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God knows I tried.
Hair on it.
Probably we should have spoken up before this.
Thought I heard a dog barking.
Dog-Whipping Day. Eighteenth of October.
If I pull this little white string, will you explode?
Like trying to digest a saddle.
Throw a little shit into the game.
I can make it hot for you.
That was in Barcelona. Rounded up as a work-shy element.
Feeling is whats important.
Perhaps its medical.
Reels of 16-mm. film each with a photograph on the box suggesting the particular motif or specialty.
Give you a fret in the gizzard.
Hes not bad-looking.
You can lose confidence in your own experiences.
Where can a body get a spritz around here?
How did that make you feel?
Spiritual aridity which was quite hard to reconcile with his surface gaiety.
You questioning my value system?
If I pop one will you pop one?
Does it hurt?
At other times unconscious in the street.
Yes, as a wet nurse. She was accepted.
Stop being petty, stop trying to cut each others throat.
Since you have not as yet responded to my suggestion.
Self-respect.
Friendship is difficult at best.
Thats my business.
A lady always does.
Not me.
God knows you tried.
The white vase holding the marigolds had fallen to the floor.
I cant remember.
Yes Ive had self-respect too its a very good thing self-respect.
Yes Ive had self-respect for a very long time.
Have you tried any of the others?
Slept with a man once it was a very pleasant experience.
In a symbiotic hug resembling that which obtains between pigeons and old ladies with bread crumbs.
Sometimes he smells medical.
Will it hurt?
Thats one way of looking at it.
Think Im getting nosebleed.
Its perfectly obvious.
Matter of paring down to a supportable minimum.
Yes once youve had it for a very long time it doesnt make much difference any more.
Two is one too many.
Any artist will do. Chewing red candy hearts.
Said there were various ways of handling it but I thought I could keep the lid on.
As a wet nurse.
Did we have a good time?
Cold rolled veal.
Learning to put the world together.
Always darkest just before the dawn.
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Take it any way you like it.
Thats my business.
The bathtub proved impossible to smash although I tried.
No it hasnt.
What?
Wake up one dark night with a thumb in your eye.
Getting very fond of you and your hands.
They do like to suck.
In a bed.
What?
Where the buffalo roam.
I tried to tell you but you wouldnt listen.
Until the scaring bell rang.
You can bank on it.
They like to suck.
The waiter was listening.
Something trembling in the balance.
I just see whether theyre friendly or unfriendly.
Much cry and little wool.
Worn out your welcome.
Thats my business.
Where can a body get a hit around here?
Not me I dont give a rats ass.
Yes I can take it or leave it.
Its no mystery.
Remembering, leaving, returning, staying.
Something is wrong.
Like sending a hired substitute to the war.
Then he sobs, and faints.
Until the scaring bell rang.
Dark hair across the pillow.
No its not.
Very busy making the arrangements.
I can do anything when its not important.
Elegant way of putting chairs here and there.
You must have studied English.